6.09.2006

soap box


So much is going through my head right now. i spent about 2 hrs talking to dubbs yesterday and i am so excited about the new service, revolution. I am also so irritated with the spiritual attacks that are rising up. frustration and offence and so much more sillines... this is all so rediculous... we are here for a purpose and that purpose is clear... to go into all the world and preach the gospel, to make disciples who make disciples... and we need to in this love God and love his people... this is the purpose....

God help us to find the passion that you have put in our hearts and we have put away for another time... forgive us for putting out the fire in our spirits because it got in the way of our desires. Hazel Hill had such an amazing message last night..... the main point that i hold onto is that we need to not retreat, not withhold and to not regret... she told the parable of the seed that must die to produce a harvest... and that is what we ALL need to do... we need to focus on God and the kingdom that is his..... we need to move forward and not look back... we need to get up, leave all and follow him.

well that was a kind of frustrated entry.... sorry y'all....

-me

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Darling,
you are so right and it's true. Many times we lose sight of the real calling on our lives. Which ultimately is the great commission. Sometimes I realize also that there is a time where we will step into it and a time that God is preparing us for it. But this should not stop us from loving people and serving people. We are human and people hurt people and many times it's unintentionaly and mostly it's an act of selfishness. But how we respond to it is the key. We can choose to take offense or forgive and move onward. Walking in love and forgiveness is hard. It goes against our nature. I think that's the point. It's never easy to love unconditionally, it's a daily choice and it takes hard work. Letting go of how you feel..and choosing to live with what you know in your heart.
love you!